Currently Listening Be Here By Keith Urban see related

You are Kermit!

"Hi ho, Kermit the Frog here."

I got kermit!  just thought I would let you know...

anyway, I just wanted to tell everyone hi.  I hope school is going good for those still in school, and those of you who aren't - i don't want to talk to you anyway!!! lol!  Ok - I'm just jealous.  Most of the people my age are getting ready to graduate with a four year degree in something, and here I am still stuck in central illinois working on my 2nd associates degree...   oh well.  this time i think i know what i am doing... i hope....

Currently Listening Twice the Speed of Life By Sugarland see related

hi guys!  i decided that it was time to write, and to stop reading everyone else's... lol!  This summer has just sucked.  soon after I wrote last, adam and i started fighting a lot.  we broke up for awhile, but things eventually worked out for us.  I got a new job working at a plant nursery, which is ok, but it doesn't pay very much.  It is a little to far away, (1 hr.) and I end up spending 1/3 of my paycheck just on gas.  Not fun.  My grandma passed away a couple months ago, and I am still sad.  My mom is so depressed, and can't find a job, which we so desperatly need.  She has pics up of gma everywhere, and it makes me uncomfortable.  Not that I want to forget her, but I don't want to be reminded of her absence all of the time either.  My gpa won't go back home, and its just crazy.  I am only working pt time, because I don't think I could handle being that busy right now.  I only go to school one day a week - Saturdays... ugh....  But it makes it seem like i am taking the class for fun, and i really retain a lot more than i thought i would.  It is an anatomy and physiology class. 

I still really haven't figured out what i wan to do.  I should be graduating from a four year college in may, but instaed i am still poking around at a jr. college trying to figure out what i am going to do.  I already graduated once with an associates degree in arts and science, but i want to major in something, and get a degree in that.  Adam thought that i should go to a four year college and get a bach. degree, but why waste all that money for something i'm not sure i even want to do?  I do have it narrowed down to a drug and alcohol counselor and a medical lab tech though.  ICC has two year degree programs for them both, but I don't know. 

There have been a few good things that have happened this year - 3 of my friends got engaged and set a date for weddings!!!  I have a wedding to go to next april, may, and june.  I am a bridesmaid in one and a maid of honor in one.  I'm excited.  ALways a bridesmaid and never a bride comes to mind...  lol!  someday....

I miss all of you, and Nae -  I am so glad you have this now!!!!  WE need to talk sometime - I love ya girl!!! 

till then....     

Currently Reading The Guardian By Nicholas Sparks see related

hey everybody!  I just wanted to say hi.  Nothing much is going on here.  I will graduate college this spring, which is about time!!!  I may end up going to Midstate, but I really do not know.  I will have an associates, but I feel like I need a more specific degree.  Oh well.  These past couple months have flown by.  My mom has been really sick, so I've been doing most of the cooking, cleaning, etc.  it's been quite an experience.  I've found that the more I do dishes, the whiter my nails get, which is nice.  I will be going back to good old Lowe's soon, b/c I am flat broke!!!  Adam got into a car accident right before Christmas, and had to get a new car, which he wasn't expecting to spend money for.  so we really haven't gone out on a real life date since late october (our anniversay).  Sitting and watching movies is fun, but only for the first three months...  ;)  Things will be better as soon as I get more money.  He told me recently that even though he knows I can't, he really would like me to move in with him.  It would be nice, and a lot less driving, but then what would be special when we got married?  New Furniture?  I don't know.  But it was nice to be asked. Anyway, i just wanted to say that I enjoy reading from you guy's sites, it makes me miss you though!!! 

PS - Congrats Brea!!!!!!!     

Hey guys!  sorry its been so long since i've written.  Everythings been hectic between school, reflection practice, adam and home, i just totally forget that i can actually write on this site too!  lol!  Thank goodness school is almost over, one more semester, and i get to graduate! but then i have to go back...  anyway, i am over at my gma's house using their computer, because our computer's hard-drive went haywire...  so i'm going to get off for now, but i'll write more later!!!  I miss you guys!!! 

ps - i told you i would write nae...